A bitter sweet month

Not sure that I have fully processed the past month.  I lost my mom on June 5th to leukemia, and received our travel approval to bring Asher home a few days later.

My head has been very foggy and my hear is torn between missing my mom so very much, and being so excited to finally bring our little boy home.

But, I know that my mom would want me to embrace Asher's homecoming, she was always so supportive of us adopting, and all of her grand kids biggest cheerleader.

She was the consummate grand mom, and a great mom.  I will take all of the things she taught me about unconditional love and being selfless and pour into our new little man.

So, armed with a of those wonderful things...I fly out to bring home little man on July 5th!